Hello Recruiters

For many years, I’ve been a solo developer, working tirelessly on a variety of projects. I poured my heart and soul into creating something meaningful, but despite my efforts, none of my projects found success or generated any income. The loneliness of working alone day after day began to take a significant toll on my mental health. I found myself isolated in both a professional and personal sense, and over time, that led to a diagnosis of depression. It was a challenging period, feeling like I was stuck in a loop of effort without any payoff, both financially and emotionally.

Despite these struggles, life eventually took a turn. I found a job teaching English, which was a huge blessing for me. It’s been over a year now, and I’m incredibly grateful for this opportunity. While the job hasn’t pulled me out of the darkness, it has provided me with a stable income, a routine, and a sense of purpose—things I desperately needed. It gave me a reason to keep going and helped me regain some structure, even when everything else seemed uncertain.

Being an INTP, I’ve always gravitated toward solitary work, finding comfort and fulfillment in deep thinking, complex problem-solving, and the independence that comes with working alone. I’ve often preferred to dive into projects on my own, relying on my ability to think through challenges without needing to consult others. This tendency toward isolation has been a core part of my identity, as it allows me to immerse myself in the intricacies of ideas and concepts. However, as I’ve navigated through the ups and downs of life—especially as a solo developer—I’ve come to realize that some of the most valuable lessons have come from the very things I often resist. I’ve learned that while independence is important, the ability to collaborate and work within a team can unlock creative solutions and drive success in ways I couldn’t have achieved on my own. The value of teamwork became evident when I saw how combining different perspectives and skills can create something far greater than what any individual could accomplish alone. I’ve also come to understand the profound power in vulnerability. Allowing myself to be open with others—whether it’s sharing struggles, asking for help, or admitting my weaknesses—has brought unexpected strength and connection. It’s through these moments of openness that I’ve learned the true power of resilience: it’s not just about bouncing back from hardship, but also about growing and adapting from those experiences, with the support of others.

While life has certainly not been easy, I’m learning to accept both the good and the bad. I’ve come to embrace the journey, knowing that growth often comes from the most difficult moments. The path hasn’t been linear, but I’m stronger for it, and now, more than ever, I believe in the power of perseverance and the importance of surrounding myself with others who bring different strengths to the table.